Delayed gratification

2010-09-08T01:22:00.004+08:00

Beta 07/08's reunion in Shogun, One Utama.

Only half of us made it . But hey , it's all right ;)

Anyway , Eid's around the corner so I hope everyone's in the mood by now . I've heard and read comments on how this Ramadhan and Eid is different than previous years . Mmmm .

I'm going back to Ipoh as always , since there is no point on going back to Penang cause dad's a Chinese so no one celebrates it there . I mean , the family members . I'm really looking forward to this Eid cause it's time for the DUKUT'S FAMILY GATHERING !

See , my late great great grandfather was a man from Minangkabau - Mendeleng , Indonesia . He got married to a woman and they had 8 children . Then the 8 children got married and had 30 kids all together and yeada yeada yeada . The family grew ! All of them stayed in Kampung Kepayang . So yes , everyone is blood-related in my kampung so we go house-hopping during Eid . As far as I'm concern , I'm one of the 5th generation :)

We make an effort to gather all the family members every 2 years , take pictures of the whole super big family and catch things up . We came out in newspapers few times and also on tv3 ! Cheh . Bangga sekejap . Hehe . So yeah , you bet . We're having the gathering this Eid . Last 4 years , we managed to gather about 800 of the Dukut's fam and last 2 years we somehow only managed to gather 700 + . Relatives from UK , Sudan , Oman and erh , things like that . Trust me , the family's too big that I probably don't even know half of them .

Whatever it is , it's super awesome to have everyone in the kampung and I can't wait to meet em up .

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to All Muslims . Ampun Maaf Zahir dan Batin !

Taking It Further

2010-08-28T22:21:00.007+08:00

Okay . I'm quite free now so it's time for some updates ;)

Just like any other student in this world , you feel more anxious waiting for your results than actually sitting for the exam . Results for finals was out 3 days ago . I wasn't aware of it till I read my friends' status in facebook , saying that they've passed . I'm such a good student kan ? HAHA .

So , I went and checked my results at Eramis , Inti's online portal and my heart was beating faster than the bullet train ! I was nervous but at the same time , I told myself to just take it as it is cause I gave my best . So yeah , after that the page came out and I got my results . To be frank , I was slightly dissapointed cause I aimed higher but it's okay . I passed and that's the paramount concern.

I showed my mum my results , and as I've expected , she asked why I didn't scored higher . I was , of course a bit sad cause I've worked really hard for it and I didn't get any compliment for that . See , mum's been reminding me to score 3.5 and even if I were to get any lower than that , 3 would be the lowest for me . I can't fall any lower that 3 . Anyways , I let go whatever feelings I had at that time cause I know that's what every parents would say to their kids . Study hard . Maintain your grades . Try to get into the Dean's list .

I drove to Bangi the next day to Hiroshima's office and they've confirmed my participation in the next Japan's Homestay . Just so you know , I'm one of the facilitators :) Well , I stopped by Inti to collect my results slip and managed to talk to Ms Jeyanthi , former Head of Programme for Law . She was actually quite happy of my results and told me that I should maintain my average throughout the 2nd year cause then I could consider of applying scholars from the uk universities and my application to my dream university wouldn't be much of a problem with my current results . Insyaallah .

Of course , I was flushed with relief at that moment . I thought my grades weren't superb . She also told me about the uk's system where they don't follow the cgpa system . Like I've said earlier , mum wanted me to get 3.5 or 4 flat like my cousins and yeaaah , you know the drill . See , our papers are marked 3 times . 1st , by our lecturers , 2nd , professor from university of leeds / northrumbria and 3rd , another professor from any uk unis . That is how our papers are scrutinized in order to maintain the standard of the graduates . Then , they'll calculate your average of all 4 papers and with that , they'll see where you stand .

An average of 60 % would be good and I've managed to score slightly above than that . Syukur alhamdulillah . I thank Allah for what I've achieved . Without Allah , I really don't know what will happen to me . Also , to my parents who was my inspiration and pembakar to my semangat . Heh . Told mum about it and she finally understood the uk's system .

I got a call yesterday by a law firm to go for an interview for 'Excellent Students Award' on next Thursday and I was gobsmacked ! Like , is this for real ? My smile was beaming like the fluorescent light or better yet , the car's high beam . HAHA . But , minutes later , I was afraid that it's a prank call or something . So I called my uni's School of Law and they've confirmed it . The top 10 students for Year 1 was selected for the interview . The law firm told them that it's a long-term kinda thing where the students who receives the award will benefit from it .

I was jubilated ! But hey , it's an interview . I have to go through that stage first . But anyways , I pray that Allah will help me . Heh . Okay , that's all . Bye .

Mike Tompkins , He's Awesome :D

2010-08-28T22:19:00.001+08:00

Primary to Secondary to Tertiary

2010-08-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

My very own "old gang" .
We've been friends since primary school and I hope our friendship last forever.
I love each and everyone of you .
Including alep , lutfi , hasel who weren't around but its okay :)

Knockin on Your Door

2010-08-22T23:05:00.004+08:00

I hope you can read those words up there . If you can't , it says :

Sometimes you hurt yourself more than anyone could hurt you ,

only for keeping your feelings hidden .

Topic of the night . Purpose of living vs Desire of living .

Have you ever thought about these two ? They're different . Trust me . Think about it . Think hard . Think deep . Some people mean the whole wide world to you , thus making them as your purpose of living . You can't live without them . You feel like you owe them so much that you'd do anything for them . You'd sacrifice your happiness just to make em' happy and perhaps to the extend of sacrificing your life in order to protect em' .

How about your desire of living then ? God made Adam then Eve cause every man needs a woman and vice versa . So what if , there is a person who , you like and sort of desire to be with and that person means a lot to you as well ?

Which one would you choose then ? Few people who are the purpose of your living or that one person you desire to be with ? You need both , don't you ? It's a difficult choice to make . I know .

I did a quiz . Turns out that I'm like a veil . I tend to hide my feelings and it ain't easy to read me . It's scary when I think about it . With regards to the matter above , have you ever felt like you're in that situation ? That you just wanna break free from it and not choose ? It's as though you're in a hot boiling soup .

At times , you wish you could share it with someone . Someone to tell you that it isn't right to sacrifice your happiness , that you have to think about yourself first before you think about others . You know , things like that . But then again , is it not right to sacrifice ? Is it really wrong to sacrifice ? *sigh*

I wish someone would understand .

My Blue Roses

2010-08-11T11:26:00.011+08:00

Finals' still in the process but we're done with 2 papers for now. 2 more to go. Wish me luck, aminnn. I've been getting sleep for approximately 2 hrs each day and I wake up at 3.30 every morning to study, hence, making me into an owl. A sepet-eyed owl, mind you. I wish and wish I was just like Athena Glaukopis for her bright wisdom and intelligence. Hah ! So okay, I should be sleeping right now, just to cover up my sleep but I'm feeling the urge to blog and let the cat out of the bag.

First off, my birthday. I would like to express my gratitude (cheh, macam buat speech -.-') to my old gang who came all the way to nilai to celebrate my birthday with me. They came a day earlier but honestly speaking, I was really really touched. They came with a cake and a present, in which I'll take a picture of it later and post it some other time. Jodin called while I was sleeping and gee, without a second thought, I went downstairs to meet em and didn't even had the chance to change my clothes. HAHA.

Regardless of whatever happened, I love all of you with my big big heart and hope we'll be friends till the end :) I went for swimming later with Rachelle and damn, the olympic size swimming pool in inti is huge ! I mean, ever since I stopped my swimming classes, I've never went swimming in an olympic pool. Excuse me for that. But anyway, I swam and laughed with Rachelle and did few laps. Felt good and maybe cause swimming is the only sport that I'm good at, I felt jubilated as well.

As on the day of my very birthday, I was flushed continously with wishes in facebook and calls and text messages that made me exultant. Thank you everyone. I guess your favourite day to check your facebook account would be on your birthday cause then you'll receive lots of wishes and you feel famous, well for a day of course. I stayed in my room the whole freaking day wey. I was in the pursuit of knowledge, reading and reading my notes for finals -.-' Mum flew back from Vietnam on that night so Baba and Zati dropped by, went to airport to fetch mum and had supper there. Since I was alone till the last 3 hours of August 8th 2010, I had the time to cogitate of several issues that revolves around me.

I have this really bad habit where if I like someone, I seriously like that person. And no, I'm not relating it to the typical boyriend-girlfriend relationship. As in, from a person to another person. Tend to care too much over a person that at times I get pissed at myself for being such cause that's when all the shit comes in. Again, every individual is different so I am not, I repeat I am not generalizing my friends or anyone of that matter.

"Most human have an infinite capacity for taking things for granted"

Aldous Huxley

So because I care a lot, I have this feeling of apathy as well. They contradict with each other, yes I'm aware of that. I'm a complex human being with all sorts of feelings to feel, thank you, God ? Anyway, back to it, my apathy might be hard to take and I'm not claiming that I'm great or anything but once I don't give a damn about you, it isn't my conundrum anymore. Again, I don't mean to sound cocky but sometimes you just have to know when or what is ENOUGH.

It's just like the Cunningham's recklessness which was established in the case of, Cunningham. It states that a person is being reckless when he is aware of the risk as a result of his/her particular conduct, and it was unreasonable for him to take the risk. For further elaboration, go read Jonathan Herring's Criminal Law book or better yet, google ! I can come to a conclusion where I'd be reckless as to your feelings under the rule of Cunningham. But, hey, who started it first ? Boo-hoo.

Moving from recklessness would be common law. See, whatever we've learnt in the classroom, aren't meant to be in left in the room but to be applied in the outer world. First amongst equal perhaps ? That's Inti International University's motto by the way. Gila. I'm promoting my university ? HAHA. But, you get my point right ? Study, then apply in life ?

See, the thought of bringing up your child crossed my mind quite some time ago. There's no ultimate book to guide you when you're teaching your child. It isn't like the Malaysian constitution where its a codified document and you refer to it whenever you have issues pertaining to the country. Sections, statutes, things like that. So, what ARE YOU GONNA TELL YOUR KIDS ? What is right and what is wrong ? You'll bring up your child just the way like how your parents did to you. Whatever that is wrong to them, is wrong to you and then it will be wrong to your kids.

So the similarity is that common law are judge-made law while the law bringing up your child would be parent-made law. Get it ? It's being passed on as a doctrine that needs to be adhered to. You don't have Practice Statement 1966 where the House of Lords may depart from its previous decision whenever it is just to do so, in your life do you ? But, I believe with the changing economic and social conditions that are currently taking place, the right for you to depart from what was decided by your parents regulating certain matters, can be exercised with minimal discretion. It is only to be use when you think is 'just and fit'.

I hope whatever I just babbled up there made sense to you. Told you I was in the mood for blogging so I guess there was no way in stopping the train. Today's the First day of Ramadhan by the way. To all Muslims, I hope God will shower you with ample light and love during this holy month & & forever :) God Bless. Aminnn.

Really can't wait for finals to end cause then I'll be able to enjoy my 1 month break which never existed throughout my tertiary education ever and do lotsss of reading to broaden my knowledge and vocab. I feel like I need to learn more. Okay bye. Love.

Final Year of Being A Teenager

2010-08-08T12:08:00.004+08:00

I officially turn 19 today. Happy Birthday to myself ! Hahah. To my friends and family, who had wished me, I'd like to say THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH. IT MEANS A LOT TO ME. GOD BLESS :)

& well ....

So goodbye.

Study Mode

2010-08-07T10:36:00.006+08:00

muka stress. finals finals finals. been isolating myself in my room lately. i feel like a rotten egg. for real. in case if you didn't know, i don't have a roommate so practically, i have no one to talk to except for my books and wall. yeaaay -.-'

my brain's currently jam-packed with all the facts and cases and law that i didn't even realized yesterday was friday. i pray hard that i'll be able to puke all of those stuffs out while i answer my papers next week. insyaallah.

and oh hey mum, do you think i could employ a maid for the whole of next week ? cause you know, i'll be busy with finals and i really don't have time to clean my room.. i don't need her to do much. all she needs to do is to arrange my bags that are scattered on the floor, my laundry and clean up my table. hehe.

Against the Grain

2010-08-02T09:28:00.002+08:00

now, that's something to laugh at. HAHA.

finals' next week. yes yes. the horror *sigh* it's amazing how i still have the time to blog. well, it's gonna be a short one. i'm definitely afraid and i wish i had more time. but anyways, can't run from reality. i'm gonna do my finals for mum and dad. yes, that'll keep me motivated :)

Loving you both.

okay bye.

Let it go away

2010-07-23T22:35:00.005+08:00

we were on our way back from a mall when mum apologized that she won't be around on my birthday. only then did i realized that my birthday's in 2 weeks time. i know that july's coming to end and august is next but i really didnt realized about my birthday till mum brought the issue up.

it's funny yet sad to see that i don't do countdown for my birthday this year. previous years, i'd always and i mean, always do countdown 2 months before my birthday. to make things better, final starts 2 days after i officialy turn 19. i know, life's peachy. i guess everything happens for a reason. i'll be in nilai for about 3 weeks due to the finals and i'll have to work my bumm off for it.

if i don't get through my 1st year, then i can't proceed to the 2nd year. now, i can't imagine telling my parents about it if i were to flunk any paper cause i really can't afford to flunk any single paper. my parents heart would be crushed and mine would sink to the rock bottom bed of sea.

so i guess alot of things are at stake and sometimes you just have to sacrifice bits of here and there. everything happens for a reason right ? so just go with the flow of life. heh. don't forget to remember god as well :)

It was her turn...

2010-07-21T19:10:00.002+08:00

As promised.

nikah and sanding at the girl's side.

Ipoh, Perak.

Kak Nurul, may your marriage last forever with Abang Nazim.

Insyaallah. Aminnnnn :)

Drop of Tears

2010-07-16T19:18:00.004+08:00

mooting's over. nah, i haven't transferred the pictures yet cause i'm still searching for the cable at home. Apparently, i left the cable in my hostel room. haha, how smart can i be ?

we got hammered by the judge during mooting just now. harrassed. embarrassed. wtv, u name it. we had to take it as it is and try to answer all the questions that were coming from him, in which i think we managed to.

howeverrrr, we lost the case. i agree that it was definitely a good experience and i'll remember it forever and share it with my kids one day. lol. but hey, let's just be frank okay ? im utterly dissapointed by it. i don't think i didn't do my homework well enough like what was being claimed by erh.. i wont mention the name.

it was something new, and i really didn't know what to expect. would that constitute as a valid reason for losing the case ? no, i doubt it will. because the appellant won the case. ahhh crap.

and to my learned junior counsel, i am so sorry if i didn't answered ur question right just now. wait, i think we knew the answer BUT we just didn't know how to put it in words right ? cause ancha, we discussed about it while we were in my room kan ? okay, nvm. again, im sorry.

while i was driving back home, i was thinking to myself. imagine later, the fact that i'll be a full-fledged lawyer, member of the bar council and i have to face it most of the days. like, losing a case. i won't say i won't win but im pretty sure at the beginning of my career, chances of me winning would be relatively low.

imagine, having to lose a case and when you go back home, you don't have anyone to consult you and tell that things will be okay ? that its all part of the game. that it might not be your day. that there will be other days that you will be able to succeed in your case. you know, at times like this, i would really appreciate having that "someone". unfortunately i don't and uh okay la. you just gotta face the world and learn how to accept things by your own. k bye.

Everybody Wants the Truth

2010-07-10T00:43:00.004+08:00

I just had to post this up ! HAHAH.

okay. so i really hope spain will win the world cup. i hope paul was right when he made the decision. but there again, he's just an octopus. anything can happen. its football we're talking about...

moving next. MOOTING. good god. my turn's next friday. im pairing up with anushiah and we're representing the respondent. we'll be going against anita and beatrice who are, of course representing the appellant. i have to say, the combination of both team.. is quite interesting. we had to take ballots by the way. to see which team will go against which team.

to be honest, the thought of mooting is running through my mind 24/7. its like an endless chain of thoughts. really, i mean it. my brain's jiggling like a puzzle but i can't seem to be able to solve it. i dont even know if i can be functional. yes, that's how nervous i am. i've done choral speaking, public speaking, pantun, pidato and stuffs but mooting seems different.

our case is in the house of lords, which is, the highest court in the uk. anddd, i know that my lecturer who would be the lord later, well.. he'll ask odd questions and its our first time doing mooting so that pretty much rubs the whole thing a lot deeper. okay, so that's the downside of it.

despite everything, i think it'll be a great experience for all of us and on next friday, when i step in the moot court, i'll repeat that phrase over and over like a broken record in my head to ease myself. win or lose, its a different story. of course, i'd feel bummed and sad and blue BUT i'll learn from my mistakes and the next time i go for mooting, i'll be better. yes, go with a positive attitude farah chuah :)

all right then. my time is up. im off to ipoh tmrw and we'll hit the highway around 7am. my cousin's getting married so pictures will be up when i get back and also when im free. see ya, love.

Biggest Dissapoinment

2010-07-03T00:11:00.004+08:00

They lost to Netherlands !

Damn sad wey. I mean, they were leading. Robinho scored at the 10th minute. Saw that or not ? The dutch's first goal was an own goal -.-' Robben, well, he's a player with great skills but the way he played during the match against Brazil, he's a total jerk wey ! Like wth. The refs were also biased lah. Hello, we're not stupid you know. Aaaa. We had so many shots :'(

I've watched other matches but to be honest, this is definitely the match that I'm most upset with. YES, it definitely is. I'll never forget this match. Biggest dissapoinment for the World Cup 2010. Waaaaaaaaaa. I felt like crying after the whistle was blown for game over.

England was also another sad case right ? They're all good players but it was their ego that got hold of them. And and, the match against germany, well, its obvious that lampard scored a goal !! Dude, it would have definitely changed the shape of the game. England could have won. Aaaaa. Both of my teams are out. I'll watch the rest of the games with a neutral heart I guess :'(

I Can't Deny

2010-06-28T23:22:00.006+08:00

18 facts that you ought to know ..

1. My favourite colour is blue. Hands down. But I also like red, orange & green :)

2. I don't know all the hollywood's stars from a-z unlike other girls.

3. I listen to all genre of music but please, exclude screamo, techno and hard metal.

4. I would prefer to receive gifts that are in the stationary forms rather than bracelets or rings or necklaces.

5. I didn't know that I'm a perfectionist till my friends told me about it -.-'

6. Speaking of jewellery, I would prefer to receive watches cause it's an everyday thing to wear instead of well.. jewelleries.

7. I spend a lot of time with my family :)

8. Back in my high school era, I seldom go out with my friends. But things have changed. I'm gaining my freedom day by day but I still have curfews though. But it's okay.

9. I am a radio. Super bubbly, indeed. Sometimes I feel weird when I talk to those shy shy people. Heh.

10.My dad's mum is worried about my safety after I told her that I wanted to be a lawyer and dang, she couldn't sleep on that night. Sorry..

11. I don't drive an auto car. Manual all the way baby.

12. Guys with random facts can definitely sweep my feet off. HAHA.

13. I wish my grades would get higher so that I won't have to be constantly reminded to score well like other smartie pants :S

14. Hoodies, jeans and I are like bff w/o a doubt yo.

15. I don't know how to speak Mandarin though I'm half Chinese. I took up Japanese's class instead.

16. I am terribly bad in arts. I can't even draw a straight line using a ruler.

17. I don't watch horror movies cause I don't like em. Boohoo. Blek.

18. I like stuffs that has beads and sequins :) Aaaaah, lovely !

Another Incident

2010-06-23T17:22:00.002+08:00

My old door knob is gone so I have a new one :) It definitely feels different. I was actually fascinated watching the b&g guy fixing the new door knob yesterday. Took out his screwdriver, then unlocked some stuffs, the bearings were out, this that this that and taaaadah ! It's fixed. Hello new door knob :D

Ahahah. Well, I just realized that .. speaking of doors .. I was locked in the toilet's cubicle last Thursday. No, really. I was. I went to the ladies without my phone, answered nature call and I couldn't open the cubicle's door. The door knob was jammed. I was like, shit. I didn't panicked though. I was just too dumbfounded that it happened, I stood for a while and just leaned against the wall.

I didn't screamed for help, I just froze. Stupefied, indeed. I was telling to myself, "Anushiah Anushiah. Please hear me. Can't you feel that I'm calling you ?" She was in the class btw. I heard the toilet's door being opened several times but none of my friends were around. Finally, I saw Lily. I called her name, she didn't answered me. Then I saw Stella. Again, I called her name and luckily enough, she saw me. So I told her that I was stucked and she went to get some help.

Jay came to rescue and kicked the door and walah.. I was out. Went inside class, and my classmates were laughing at me. HAHAH. Okay, so much for Nilai the ''great'' huh ?

It just wasn't my day

2010-06-22T10:46:00.008+08:00

Last night, I had bumps all over my body. Okay, I won't mention which area but yeah, I had bumps here and there. If you're wondering what kind of bumps they were, its those bumps u usually get after being bitten by an insect. It was very itchy and annoying so I decided to go out and grab zambak at any of the shops nearby.

I was such in a hurry, I took my car keys, phone, wallet and padabaaaang ! I slammed my door. Little did I realized that I had left my room key in my room ! Yeahp. Told ya I was smart -.-' I didn't bothered much about it, went downstairs, met with Jay and left. While we were in the car, I decided to go to the clinic instead of getting the cream. So, went to the clinic, doctor asked whether I wanted a jab or tablets. I was like, the jab please. Coz I know it'll work faster. Oh, and the doctor told me that those bumps are caused by some allergy and I still dont know what Im allergic to :(

I could feel the needle poking into my bumm and I was like, okayyy. It wasnt that painful till the liquid went into my system. It was AWFULLY P-A-I-N-F-U-L. I swear to god. I couldn't really sit after that so I stand for a while. Went back to my block, told my guard about my room and he said I have to wait for another guard to come with the keys.

I waited and tadah, an indian guard came. I was like, fuh, thank god. I followed my guard to my room, all the way to the 4th floor and mind you, my bumm was like, numb but jyeah. whatever. Reached my room, he took the whole set of keys for all the blocks and searched for block c's key. DANG ! it's not in the bunch. I saw block a, block b, all the way to block s but there was no key for block c. He used the master key, which was supposed to fit for all blocks and damnit, door still tak buka.

So the guard called the indian guard through his walkie talkie and we went downstairs, back to square one, the ground floor. I waited and waited. It wasn't that long but I was already exhausted. The indian guard came, telling me some stuffs about the key but I wasnt paying attention, sorry aaa. Then he had this whole set of keys for the rooms in block c. I was like, hokay. Thank god. Went upstairs and it just so happened that the key for my room isnt there ! I was frustrated, angry and upset.

So the maintenance guy cameby, tried to unlock my door with some keys and he failed. He took out his apparatus, and told me that he's gonna break my door knob. Again, with that special appartus, he failed. This time, I was like uggghhh. Why oh Why ? So in the end, he took the hammer, hammered my door knob, which was really loud and I hope my neighbours wasnt pissed at me and finally, the door opened !

I was too tired then, I didnt take my med and went straight to bed at 1. Mhmmm. Definitely memorable kaaaan ? :D

Maybe Some Promises Are Meant To Be Broken

2010-06-13T20:43:00.003+08:00

Inti Ball 2010, Crowne Plaza Hotel

Left : Anita. Right : Me.

Inti Ball's over. Yes. Law Night too. Ahhh, pictures for law night is in my facebook so for those who are interested to have a look at it, go check it out ;) Wait, I'm gonna talk about law night first. Honestly, I think it went pretty well. Though we had bumps here and there but the event went smoothly. It wasnt that bad and for those who contributed in one way or another, thank you so much for helping and supporting.

Speaking of Inti Ball, it was okay. For RM120, I think the food wasn't that satisfying. There weren't many choices so yeah, you can say its expensive. The only thing that I liked was the ice cream and the chicken. Haha. Entertainment was all right, 3 singing performances and the games were just for the candidates for the prom king and queen which means, the others didnt played any game.

Also, there were no doorgifts. Correct me if I'm wrong but usually, a dinner like that, you do get a doorgift ya know. Hrmm. I don't know, maybe I expected too much but seriously, I've attended events where we do get doorgifts. Oh well. Nvm, not gonna rub on it.

Good side of the event, everyone looked amazingly beautiful, guys and girls. I mean it. Emcees were good and the place was nice. Yeahp. Nevertheless, I'm glad that few of my friends were present during the dinner. Oh aha, yes. This is gonna sound like a broken record, but I won the lucky draw's grand prize which is a 3 days 2 nights stay in Langkawi :D

I actually didnt know that I won the grand prize till Jay told me after the dinner. HAHAH ! No, really. I thought I got 2nd placing coz there were 2 grand prizes and my number was called first so yeah, I thought I got 2nd. Mum's already asking when I'll be free so that she can book the flight tickets to Langkawi. Guess we'll only go there after my finals.

That's all for now. K bye.

Time machine, where are you ?

2010-06-04T01:19:00.007+08:00

3 posts in a row ? Dang, I must be really bored. Okay. So, ALOT of things happened lately and to be frank, I feel burned out. Like, seriously. I shouldn't be complaining cause do remember, as much as you think you are suffering right now, there are people who are going through situations which are even worse than you.

I know I know. I aint complaining. Im just saying. And Im sick at the moment so that pretty much rubs the whole thing. Anyway, law night is tonight. Yes, tonight. Finally ! Come think to about it, Im happy that its going to end soon but at the same time, Im anxious too.

Being an organizing chairman is challenging, honey. Trust me. But nevertheless, I pray and pray that the event will go smoothly. *fingers crossed*. Els coursework is due next week. ARGH ! Then it's Inti ball, apparently the theme for this year is venetian masquerade. We have to wear the mask all the time but I can bet almost everyone is gonna take off their masks during dinner. Its not comfortable I tell you. Somehow, Im just not excited to go for the ball. I thought I was, guess I was wrong. Should have seen it earlier. Anyway, ne-ver-mind.

Next, constitutional law's coursework. Mind you, all the coursework needs 3000 words with lots and lots of references. Debate competition after that and I still haven't got 1 more teammate :(

What's next ? Ahhh. criminal law's coursework. Okay, Im gonna stop now. So many things to do man. Oh btw, congratulations to Inti UC for upgrading itself to INTI International University :DD No more university college ! It's finally a university now..

K bye.

You Crossed My Mind

2010-06-04T01:09:00.004+08:00

Pavilion,
Home,
Dome, Klcc.

Granma, iloveyou :)

Don't Ever Go Away.

2010-06-04T00:49:00.004+08:00

Good ol' friends :) Some weren't around but its okay..

Just For The Night

2010-05-28T00:50:00.003+08:00

Malaysian Cultural Night 2010

Forget About It

2010-05-24T00:14:00.002+08:00

Did a quiz. Seems that I need some yellow in my life.

Then, I'll have more mental clarity, especially when faced with difficult problems. I'll be protected from depression and moodiness & I'll be a lot less likely to burn out or feel stressed.

Gee, I hate it so much. Feeling rather fragile and vulnerable and whatever. Ugh. I should snap away from my fantasy-world-of-oh-things-would-be-perfect and come back to reality. What a bummer !

:(

It Takes Some Time

2010-05-23T15:05:00.002+08:00

1) Do you have a dirty mind?
nope.

2) Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
yes, i have.

3) What do you look forward to most in the upcoming months?
:)

4) What are you thinking about right NOW?
someone.

5) Who is the last male(s) you rode in a car with?
fariz.

6) Who is the last person to make you laugh? When?
anushiah jayakumar. HAHAHA.

7) Have you ever been stalked?
yes, unfortunately.

8) Do you think you will be married by the time you are 35?
maybe. insyaallah.

9) Last four things you drank?
pineapple juice, mineral water, watermelon juice.

10) Did you wake up happy today?
uh. so-so.

11) Do you watch TV or listen to music more?
music.

12) Would you rather your partner have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
smile please :)

13) If someone cheated on you, what would you do?
i'll leave that person.

14) What month is your birthday in?
august baby.

16) Who sits next to you in your least favorite class?
anushiah & jay.

17) Would you ever get a tattoo?
nahh.

18) If you could choose to live without any emotion, would you want to?
nope.

19) Did you sleep at least seven hours last night?
nope.

20) Do you think that your name defines who you are?
i supposed so :)

21) What color eyes do you prefer the opposite gender to have?
i don't mind any colour actually.

23) Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
er, i can't choose !

24) Where do you work?
not working at the moment.

25) Where is the person you like now?
;)

26) Last person you text messaged?
jay.

27) Who was the last person to call you?
adik.

28) What are you doing right now?
this & listening to my itunes.

29) Next time you travel out of the country where will it be to?
japan, hopefully !

30) What color are your eyes?
dark brown ?

31) Are you allergic to anything?
dairy products.

32) Are you dating the last person you kissed?
i ain't dating anyone yaw.

34) What color is your hair?
dark brown.

35) Who knows a secret or two about you?
GOD.

36) Did you have a nap today?
nope.

37) What's on your mind?
:)

38) Where did you get the shirt you're wearing now?
klcc.

39) Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
yeahp.

40) Where were you 1 hour ago?
at a restaurant, having brunch.

42) Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend?
yes.

43) Do you think the playboy bunny is trashy?
yes.

44) Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
daddy & mummy :p

46) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
can i sleep a little longer ? please ?

**47 gone. LOL

48) Is tomorrow going to be a good night?
good question. i'll get back to u later. haha.

49) Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
it depends.

50) When is the last time you cried?
can't recall.

Girls prefer to be dumped than cheated

2010-05-19T18:11:00.002+08:00

The whole truth and nothing but the truth.
That phrase reminds me of our topic for choral speaking back when we were representing Selangor for the national level, 03'.

Those were the days, those were the days.
It's amazing to see how all of us have grown up to be young gentlemen and ladies who are trying to ace in our lives. As for me, I'm done with SPM, A-Levels and currently a 2nd semester, year 1 student doing her law degree. Finals is during my birthday and it's really important to pass all my papers for if I fail, then I won't be able to go to year 2. Yikes ! I know...

So, here I am. Rotting in my room with no one to talk to cause I don't have a roommate. I can go crazy I tell you. But whatever, I like my privacy. See, there's always pros and cons to every single thing in life. *sigh* I'm the vice president 2 of the law society, i'm the organizing chairman for law night, i have 4 assignments to do (3000 words for each) with super lots of referencing that needs to be done, i'm an average student who doesn't have the superior brains thus I have to work my ass off for finals, I have friends who aren't really my friends, I have friends who are indulged in their own lives that there's a huge gap between us now, I miss home, I miss my family, I haven't seen some of my cousins for a long time, I haven't been catching up with any of the latest movies that are or were showing at the cinemas and uhh craps.

Sometimes, I just wished I can break free from all the shiznits that are happening, fly to New Zealand, rent a log cabin, every morning I'll have my tea and watch the pigeons, dance with the beautiful daisies and count sheeps ! HAHAHA. that would be awesome, like totally. No doubt.

Well, honey, that's just life. Don't we all have to go through it ? Be strong be strong. It's a journey so let's embrace it, shall we ? :)

I'm Hungry !

2010-05-13T18:37:00.000+08:00

Tempting ! I mean, very..

I Can't Change It

2010-05-11T22:45:00.004+08:00

Muhammad Lutfi bin Mohd Shariff, my best friend.

He met into an accident yesterday :( It was a rainy day and his friend who was at that time, driving the car, lost control of his steering and the car spinned. The car didn't banged into anything but my friend broke his left arm. I'm sorry I haven't paid you a visit as I am still stucked here with my classes and stuffs. I'm sorry I'm such a jerk.

I wouldn't have known about the incident if Zaneq didn't texted me. Thanks Zaneq. Ahhh. I remember talking to you on the phone last Thursday. It was midnight, I think. I was telling you about stuffs that's going on and how frustrated I was at several issues. You've always been there when I needed you. Since form 3 wey, I appreciate it alot.

It's dissapointing to see that I can't help you in any way right now. And, since you broke your left arm, you'll need to undergo an operation to put that metal thing and babe, it'll never be the same again. I know how much you loved playing rugby. It's like, your life, your world. And to be honest, I don't know if you can ever play rugby just the same as you were.

I hope that you'll get well soon. Really, I do. I've told the rest of our gang that you are in the hospital and if all goes well, we'll visit you soon enough. Insyaallah. Take care and I definitely miss hanging around at the mall with you. Or how you would randomly call me and ajak to go for a drink and stuffs like that. I really really hope that I can meet you in the nearest time.

You Know You Mean A Lot To Me

2010-05-09T11:47:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MUMMY !

For all the times you shared with us, for all the patience you had while handling your 2 little girls, for all the courage you gave us when we needed it, for all the joy you bring to our face, for all the guidance you gave so that we'll become a better person, for all the advices you told us and so much more. Bottom line is, thanks for being my mother. Well, to izzati as well. My world would completely crumble if you're no longer here and I pray and hope that you'll be with us for as long as you can. With God's willing yeah :)

WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH !!

[p/s : Hope you're enjoying yourself in Langkawi now]

Veiled much ?

2010-05-09T11:32:00.002+08:00

"What is the symbol of your personality ?"
I took the quiz and my result is veil.

You thrive on ideas. Sometimes you are like the naked branches of winter, raw and real and true, the weathered rocks of life, the rough barks of the trees, but that's yourself when you are being creative. You are very creative : you have so many ideas and characters and drawings and things swimming in your mind. Your personality sometimes takes shape of those characters and things, and sometimes you make people confused. Your emotions, most of your life, have been veiled. You have been living a hidden life inside your closet of emotions and thoughts that you feel like you look at the world differently. When you talk to people, sometimes, it's like script. People think you're interesting. They want to get to know more about you, and sometimes, you let loose things because you are glad to let go of some things and to share some secrets, but other times, you leave them dissapointed, veiled again. You have a difficult and complex personality, but once someone is fond of you, they can never let you go-- you're just as attracting.

So true, so true.

I might be a difficult and complex personality but I'm not sure the sentence after that however ;)

The Unheard Melody

2010-04-21T20:44:00.003+08:00

If you are born on th 8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are Number 8 People. I was born on the 8th so here goes :)

They say..

Number "8" people are invariably much misunderstood in the lives, and perhaps this reason they feel intensely lonely at heart. Number "8" people have deep and very intense natures, great strength of individuality. Number "8" people generally play some important role on life's stage but usually one which is fatalistic, or as the instrument of fate for others.

Number "8" people often appear cold and undemonstrative, though in reality Number "8" people have warm hearts towards the oppressed, of all classes ; but Number "8" people hide their feelings and allow people to think just what they please (this is true, mhm mhm). Number "8" people are either great successes or great failures ; there appears to be no happy medium in their case. If ambitious, Number "8" people generally aim for public life or government responsibility of some kind, and often hold very high positions involving great sacrifice on their part. It is not, however, from a worldly standpoint, a fortunate number to be born under and such persons often are called on to face the very greatest sorrows, losses and humiliations.

I know its just numerology but its pretty close to what I'm like, in life.

Like A Bomb

2010-04-21T20:08:00.005+08:00

Okay, it's been a while, isn't it ?
Well, first thing's first.

Mid sessional's over.
Last Friday, to be exact. 16th April 2010. I don't think I did well, so ugh ! But deep down, I know I gave my best. So shutup, and let's get over it.

Weekend was fine and second, I started my attachment 2 days ago. Which means, I only had a 2 days break after my exams. I like to push myself, don't I ? Though I know I'm not great and the result might be awful, I just could not be bothered. I hope I'm normal. I learnt a lot of things so far. Well, not a lot as in a lot but fair enough.

Here's some tips for my friends out there :-

1st - Even if it is your first day, your boss will ask you to do things that you have no clue at all. Really. I had to write a letter to the creditor's lawyers on behalf of our client which is the debtor. My boss asked me to draft a letter so I thought "okay, piece of paper, pen, go !". I DON'T even know where to start. I was like whaaat ? excuse me ?!?! But of course, I played cool and said okay to my boss. I wrote down whatever I can crap and gave it to him. He told me I had to print it out. There were few amendments and tadah ! The letter was actually sent to the lawyers. For real ! It was my work ! Whoa. That piece of paper cost RM100, do you know that ?

2nd - Your boss will just pass you a file and ask you to read it. Once your done with it, call the lawyers and get the outcome of the case. Jot it down and ask questions like.. what have they done to our client ? Say, they've served a bancruptcy notice to our client and yet they haven't served it to us when we are the lawyers. So, get them to fax it to us please !

3rd - The phones ring like nobody's business. I think the lawyers at the firm spend more time on the phone than talking to each other. I swear to god. There'll be phones on each desk and it rings like 24/7.

4th - Law firms are seriously murderers. How many trees have they killed ? God, I turn every corner of the firm and I see stacks of papers and files and ribbons.

5th - Your boss rarely stays in the office for more than 3 hours.

6th - Its freaking cold in the office. If a 2.5 horse power aircond is
blowing right at you, you'll end up in the bathroom for many many times.

7th, 8th, 9th, 13th, 26th, gazillionth, go figure yourself ! TEEHEEHEE :)

You Have A Choice

2010-03-27T23:19:00.003+08:00

I'd like to sit there and have a heart-to-heart talk with you :)

for I do not feel like expressing myself with words in a blog's post

though it's just about people and lives..

Don't Stop

2010-03-25T18:31:00.001+08:00

Never give up on hope because in the end...

hope is all you got ;)

I Must Have Done Something Wrong

2010-03-14T13:41:00.005+08:00

Mid Sessional is coming.

Questions are set by the lecturers and sent to Uni of Leeds to be moderated by the professors there.

Do you know how our papers are being marked ??

1st - By our lecturer.
2nd - Another lecturer in INTI as well.
3rd - They'll have a Board Meeting and discuss about our results.
4th - A Prof from the Uni of Leeds who would come down to Malaysia just to mark our papers.

anddddddd
5th - Another Prof from any Uni.

:'(

Contract Law is my safest bet for now. That's the only subject that doesn't give me much of a headache.

Criminal Law is a tricky one. You have to argue on whatever you know and apply as many principles as you can.

English Legal System is a dry subject but you have to have the art of writing flowery flowery essays and not just vomit out all the facts.

Constitutional Law is my worst subject. I don't even understand half of what I'm studying. I have a feeling that I might cry when I see my question paper.

Thank God there is no exam for Legal Skills and General Principles of Malaysian Law.

Dear God, please save me :(

Go The Distance

2010-03-11T16:44:00.004+08:00

Heck yes, I managed to solve the rubiks's cube. Thanks Jay :) I thought you how to solve 1 face of it and you thought me how to solve it all. Haha.

High Court of Kuala Lumpur .

Legal Aid talk at the KL Bar's Auditorium.

That's me, walking in the busy streets of KL.

It's not everyday where you see 50 people dressed in black and white, with their coats walking together in Kuala Lumpur, do you ? :p

I Could See It In Your Eyes

2010-03-11T16:32:00.004+08:00

I prefer these 2 rather than make-ups or nail painting or hair-do's or wtv crap :)

I Mean It

2010-03-01T18:17:00.002+08:00

Well said.

Campus

2010-02-26T12:15:00.003+08:00

Photos after we watched AI at the bakery :)

"So you know, that thing that I read led me to that thing and that thing la you know. So that thing and that thing and that thing and ... "

HA-HA ! A joke between the 3 of us ;)

Goodbye Darling.

2010-02-08T18:35:00.005+08:00

I lost my beloved phone.

It was stolen in One Utama.

It might not be as expensive as a Blackberry but still, I love it.

It might not have the coolest applications like an Iphone but still, I love it.

It might just be an ordinary flip phone but still, I love it very much !

It's mine. I mean, it was mine :(

Soul Without A Mate

2010-02-04T19:17:00.002+08:00

Love - a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker.

I kinda like the def yo :D

Wait For Me, Please

2010-02-02T10:55:00.004+08:00

Life in Inti-UC ;

[photostated and original books]

Mind you, I actually have 2 more new, thick books that I just bought last week and this is only the first semester :O

This is what I call "makan besar" in Nilai. That cost me 10 bucks yo. And no, I rarely eat like this. It was my first time eating it actually. Where about ? It's at Al-Salam.

We had nothing to do :)

Yeah, we law students are great, right ? :P

Things Are Gonna Change, I Can Feel It

2010-01-28T22:04:00.006+08:00

Have I told you that I currently am taking guitar classes ? Yeah baby. I've attended 2 classes so far. My fingers hurts, for sure. That, I'm not gonna lie. I'll probably take a picture of my guitar and post it some other time. I took up flute classes as well. HAHAHA. You just gotta live life to the fullest yo.

I miss home and I can't wait to get back. Home is where the heart is, indeed. And and oh yeah ! Here's a toast to myself and the rest of the Inti-UC Law Society Committee 2010/2011. Congratulations upon your appoinment as part of the committee ! Hehe. I made it, as the Vice President 2. Agagaggagga :D To the other members, I'm glad that we're all a family now ! Aiseyhman, macam buat speech pulak. LOL.

I sooooooo need to continue reading my criminal law's cases. Goodbye Earthlings.

Love,
Farah Chuah :)

Breathe

2010-01-28T21:38:00.007+08:00

Marc Anthony is a good singer and songwriter. Do listen to the lyrics of his songs, they're deep and meaningful. I just played one of em', You Sang To Me and taaaadah, here I am, blogging about MA. A friend of mine likes that song, very much. I don't really know why because he didn't get the chance to tell me the story behind of that song. Nevertheless, it's fine with me :)

Mum told me that few of her guy friends likes that song too. There again, I wonder why. HAHAHA. Curiosity is at stake, people ! I guess curiosity killed the cat ha ? Heh.

Anyone out there who is feeling down or whatsoever,
I have something to tell you.

Flowers emerge from the dirt.
Butterflies, first, were worms.
Wounds bleed before they clot.
Hearts break before they heal.
So hey, you'll be okay :D

Does that make any sense to you ?

I sure hope it does !

You Made My Day

2010-01-22T19:39:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA :p

Okay, here's 2 law jokes aight.

1st

Q : How do you know when a lawyer is lying ?

A : When his lips are moving.

2nd

A : My son just got kicked out from a law school

B : Why ?

A : Because they caught him writing a plain, clear and understandable contract.

[p/s : I hope that made you laugh ! Hehehe ]

Food For Thoughts

2010-01-19T17:03:00.010+08:00

The internet here drives me off the wall, really. I should remind myself to go to the extreme broadband centre asap so that I won't lose my hair off because of this matter.

Anyway, it's about mirrors today :)

A mirror that is big enough for you to see your entire face would be sufficient. If you don't have one, you could get it in Carrefour, Giant, Mydin or whatever that won't even cost you more than 15 ringgit. You don't need those mirror that has an expensive mahogany wood frame aight. So all right, here's the thing. Look into the mirror and see yourself and tell me what do you see.

If you say you have never called someone stupid, its ridiculous. If you say you have never bitch about your friends, then you're obviously lying. If you say you have never hurt anyone, you're definitely denying the truth. If you say you have been nice to everyone, then you must be an emotionless person. If you say you have never told lies, then you must be a double-face. If you say you always spend your money wise, you must be kidding. If you say you are a good actor or actress, then you're probably right ;)

Thing is, we as human beings, tend to complain alot and I wouldn't be surprised if it's all the time and we shamelessly claim that "oh, I'm a good person" Let me tell you what's on my mind ; It's pure rubbish. I don't mean to be skeptical or narrow-minded but seriously, are you really a good person ? We look down on people as if we're way high above than the rest. You call someone a nerd just to be cool and make yourself feel better. You call someone an ass because you have high expectations on them and they couldn't keep up with it. You call someone a jerk because that person has done something bad to you. Now, that person might have done bad to you and because you had been nice towards that person, that pisses you more and it also makes you go livid. So, you were nice to that person or whatever but that doesn't mean that you were also nice to everyone that you have met so far. So what does that sound to you ? You're a jerk too, isn't it ?

Think hard, think deep. It's just the same. We're all humans, aren't we ? Of course we can't run from not making mistakes. It's all part of growing up. Don't ever think that you're superior than other people because in the end, you're just like them. Don't go round talking shiz about someone because someone else might be talking double shiz about you. It's all about karma baby. After all, does it really matter to be better than the others ? Well, it is, to a certain extend (studies, career and so on) but there's always a limit. What happened to the morale in you ?

If you're arrogant, well honey, the roller coaster goes up and down so you might not be up all the time. The world isn't gonna wait for you to change. Remember, life is just a temporary thing. This planet is just a temporary place for you to inhabit. What should matter to you the most is what have you done to improve yourself to become a better person and your devotion towards God. It's either heaven or hell and you stay there forever. I'm not being an extremist or pious or anything, oookay ?

So there again, mirror yourself and think think think ! Be good towards your family, especially towards your parents. Help the unfortunate ones when you can. Stop bitching about others because that won't take you anywhere. Study hard to be a succesful person in life and contribute something towards your country or things like that. Don't waste your precious life and time that God has given you all this while. Devote yourself to God because in the end, that is the ultimate one that matters the most. Parents and God. Yes, that's it.

I might have side-tracked a little bit from the mirror stuff thingy but whatever. I just said what I felt inside.

yours truly, farah chuah :)

Creativity Strikes

2010-01-17T11:15:00.002+08:00

;)

[p/s: Click to enlarge]

Something Real

2010-01-11T18:40:00.002+08:00

It happens. I'm feeling it now :(

Transferable Dissapoinment.

2010-01-09T11:08:00.005+08:00

Soulmates.

Right. Everyone yearns to find that soulmate of theirs and some may take forever to search for that one particular person. Is it really true that a soulmate is a person who can truly understand you ? A person whom, would not need any explanation from you when you are feeling low and just nods his/her head and say "I understand completely what you are feeling right now. Come here, let me cheer you up"

Whoa. To those who have found their soulmates, *hands down*. Congratulations is what I'd say. Now, even if you don't have a soulmate, I'm sure we all have a bestfriend or maybe even bestfriends. Someone who you would run to and tell whatever grievances you have, someone who would share your joy and pain, someone to comfort you and etc etc etc.

You might feel that you can tell every single thing to your bestfriend and he or she will keep it as a secret and not share it with the world. You might feel that he or she understands you so well because you have been friends since small and yeada yeada yeada. Whatevs.

Okay, I'm slightly de-touring from what I have in mind. Anyway, I don't think it is possible for you to find that "someone" who can understand you 110%. Whether it is your bestfriend, soulmate, husband, wife, spouse, whatever. Now, I'm not looking down on the power of bestfriends or anything for I too, have bestfriends. You might not agree with me or what not, but really. In reality, it happens. The ONLY PERSON who knows what is in your heart and mind, is only GOD.

Yes, that is right.

So, what will you do if you came across this situation ? Best thing is to just keep it to yourself with regards any problems that you have, problems in which you think is not going to be understood by your "someone" and leave it as it is. No point on telling when there won't be a person who would understand you.

Am I not right ?

Have You Got A Reason To Smile ?

2010-01-07T20:54:00.014+08:00

Love

Just a plain, ordinary word with 4 letters and yet it has deep meaning(s) to some of us. Perhaps, to everyone. Thing is, how would you define love ?

Is it called love when you think of someone 24/7 and your heart beats faster when he/she is around ? Is it love when you take two hours to dress up before you meet that person at a specific place ? Is it love when you start missing him/her when he/she is gone for a while ? Is it love when you care so much about that person more than anything else in this world ? Is it love when being with that person is all that matters to you ? Is it love when you think as long as that person is with you, everything will be okay ?

Is it love when you have butterflies in your tummy whenever he/she is smiling so sweetly at you ? Is it love when he/she is just in their ordinary clothes and yet you think they still look great ? Is it love when you are willing to sacrifice everything you have got to lose just to be with that person because he/she makes the world go round ? Is it love when you're with him/her and all your worries fade away ?

Theoretically, there is no definite explanation to define what love is. It differs from one individual to another and maybe, just maybe it has been argued since forever what exactly is... love ? It is one of the 500 things that scientists can't explain, that's for sure. It is safe to say that love is something that is felt by the heart, mind and soul. It involves 2 parties (gosh, i'm using the law terms right now. sorry. can't help it) and develops from there. I mean, as I said, there is no absolute answer to what love is. So it is up to you judge what love really is.

In normal cases, it involves 2 person. A boy and a girl - the typical type of relationship and the other one is ....... relationship - be it a girl and girl or a boy and boy. So much saying about 2 person, what about love that is forbidden or love that is not expressed out or hidden and things that are similar as that ? If you were to sit in a mall, and look and analyze the humans behaviour (well, sort of) you'll see couples holding hands, giggling, smiling, being in their own world and I'm guessing that their love is blossoming. Right right. You get the picture, don't you ?

So what about those love that is kept in the heart and remains there for a long time ? Afraid that you might be clapping with 1 hand ? Afraid that you might dissapoint yourself ? Are you ego for not admitting that you might be in love ? Or maybe you're just too chicken to express it out ? However, there are also situations where you are not even aware that you are in love ! Not only that, maybe it's also due to the fact that you're forbidden to fall in love or maybe because you hold promises to yourself and so much more.

Love is complicated, really. The more you run away from it, the more it comes to you. The more you try to stop thinking about it, the more you think about it. Oh God, please have some mercy on us.

I can't say much for I am not engaged in any relationship at the moment and will not till I graduate with my Honours in my Law Degree. With God's willing, I'll achieve that and I'd be the happiest girl in the world on the very day when I am dressed in the heavy gown and that the mortarboard is planted nicely on my head :D I have big dreams, ha ?

Well, anyway ..

L - O - V - E

It was just a topic I felt like talking and I guess there's more to it but I think I'm just gonna stop now. At least, for today.

Goodbye ;)

My Fingers Are Crossed

2010-01-07T16:11:00.013+08:00

Geeee, it's already 2010.

Nobody knows what the future lies for us eyy ? I did my resolution already and it is kept in my heart. Oh gosh, it sounds so cliche. Hahaha. Whatevs. I made promises to few people who means the world to me and though I did not said it out loud to them nor did I wrote it in a written agreement, I consider it as a very very important promise that needs to be kept. And with God's willing, everything will be all right :)

Come to think about it again, I think I entered into a Contract with them. There was
agreement, consideration, intention to create legal relationship (not to them, but it is to me), formalities, capacity, consent and legality ! Oh dear, all the elements of a Contract is fulfilled ! GAHAHAHAH.

I realised that we, as normal homosapiens tend to take things for granted and pfft, it's pure bullshiz when someone says "I never/don't take things for granted" What a big fat liar ! Ughhh. Anyway, I know life may be bad at times and we all have our breakdowns every once in a while but hey, that's L - I - F - E. God never said life would be easy, did he ? ;) Think about it yeah ?

Mummy, Daddy and Izzati ;

I love you to bits. I know I have a huge ego and I often cause trouble and what not but I do know that I wouldn't be where I am today if it weren't for the three of you.

Family is everything, yes. Definitely.

I hope 2010 would bring joy and happiness to all of us, earthlings :D

Mid December 2009

1st January 2010 :)

Here Comes The End

2009-12-28T22:00:00.006+08:00

I'm moving out of the house tomorrow, yes. To be frank, I'm pretty nervous about it and gee, those buterflies in my tummy won't stop flying around. I've been to Japan without my family few times but I went there and stayed with other families and also under the supervision of my teacher so it wasn't thaaaat bad though it's alot further than staying in Nilai. It feels different now and I can't find the perfect or should I say absolute vocab to explain what my feelings are.

For the past 2 months, life was just filled with lots of activities and events and craps. Infact, the whole year was filled with stuffs ! Because I was caught up with my A-levels and examinations and assignments and after that work, I felt that time really flies fast and 2009 is finally coming to an end. I made many new friends this year and I am proud of it :D I miss my girlfriends terribly and it's sad that I won't be seeing them much later on. I also miss my good ol' buddies. Ughhh. Rindunyaaa. And anddd, I will definitely miss my family fo'sho. Heheh.

Just to let you know, I'll be staying alone on the 4th floor which is the highest floor and yeaaah baby, there ain't no lifts yaw. Hrmm. I hope my backpain won't cause me any trouble as a result of climbing the amazing high flight of stairs. I haven't packed my bag so I guess I'd better go now. Byeeeeeeee.

Cherish all the sweet memories in 2009 and forget the unwanted ones.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE !!

Love, Farah Chuah

You The Man

2009-12-23T20:44:00.001+08:00

I can't help but to love this picture :DD

THANKS A WHOLE BUNCH

2009-12-23T19:51:00.003+08:00

And incase if you're wondering, Kels did my layout. Its simple, I know. But I kinda like the fonts and all so big thanks to her :DD

XOXO !

Forbidden Love

2009-12-23T19:35:00.002+08:00

I was going through my college books and I found this;
Short poems that I had wrote quite some time ago.

Oh how I wish I could fly,
The friendliness of the wind would hug me by,
Take a look at the gloomy sky,
Are you feeling low or high ?
Would you want to laugh or cry ?

A famous quote says that life is like a box of chocolate,
I'd prefer to say that life is like a roller coaster trip.
It's because you are aware of all the fun and heartache,
And so, you're always trying to find your balance in between and not trip.

We can't run but to accept the truth,
Although people say they will be there for you,
You know better that those words aren't always true.

Look at the bears and flowers,
They live happily ever after together,
When you found someone that could hold your heart,
Why is it that your mind is screaming out loud,
Saying that something will tear you apart ?

When you feel melancholy and low,
Always remember GOD is watching over you,
You might not have that someone special,
But HE is there to guide you through,
And not let you be in denial.

I know it is nice to be loved,
But what if love is not being loved ?
Hush hush baby don't you worry,
Oh please don't let me see you cry.

Yours truly,
Farah Chuah

[p/s : I stopped till there. It is not finished yet, I think. But I hope you'd like it :) ]

BLOG INVASION!

2009-12-23T01:39:00.002+08:00

This literally is a...

BLOG INVASION!!!

Sorry Farah, that I took so long to do your blog layout for you =(
But it's finally done!!

The header turned out to be slightly cacat-ed =( Sorry!! The stupid daisies won't go away = =
I'll try to correct it another day, it's late already.

Hehe~ Hope you're not mad at me for doing this =P

By the way, I think you have to fix your blog links a bit, cause I don't know your friends names and all =(

Sorry for the trouble.

♥ Kels

Short and Simple

2009-12-16T10:40:00.010+08:00

Movies I've watched lately.

New Moon was oookay I guess. Not a big fan of this movie simply because the storyline is mainly about Bella and Edward. It kinda reminds me of HSM 2 where the movie was soo much about Troy and Gabriella. Slightly boring, I must say. But not toooo bad either. Just average.

Christmas Carol was good.

The animation made the characters looked as if they were human beings and real ;)

Plus, there were moral values in it.

Love Happens.

Sweet and meaningful. It was about how people blamed theirselves for the mistakes that had happened and can't get over it. The movie teaches us few things actually.

Princess and the Frog was entertaining. Of course, u can predict the storyline a little but there were times when you'd go like, I wonder what's next. It was filled with colours and music and it was fun you know :) Probably 1 of the nicest Disney's movies so far.

AND SO, MY FAVOURITE MOVIE AMONG THOSE 4 IS ........

PRINCESS AND THE FROG !!!

Glass and Flowers

2009-12-12T15:43:00.003+08:00

I want this.

It'll be my favourite place to just chill while I'm at home.

Nice weather, a good book and a cup of Milo Ice.

At night, I'd just stare at the stars high above

and let the wind breeze play with my hair.

Awwwwhhh ;)

Now, this is cool.

No need to text or email or call.

Just write on the board wtv msg that needs to be told to the rest

and consider it done.

Hehehehe :P

Lovebirds and A Victory

2009-12-01T12:54:00.003+08:00

How sweet is this ? :)

It's actually a chair or wtv u call it. Heh.

ANDDDDD,

Arsenal vs Chelsea, 0-3 baby !

It sure feels good to win. Plus, it was an away game.

Think Quick, Move Slowly

2009-12-01T12:35:00.004+08:00

Saw this picture the other day, cool ha ?

My sister's bday is this Friday. I haven't bought her anything yet and I plan on getting her something that can last long. Something that she wouldn't just use for few days and chuck it one side later on, something that is useful and something that she likes. I have to go to Concorde this Sunday for some duty calls. I have to be the faci for the kids that are going to Japan next week and I have to admit it, I really miss Japan. Unfortunately, I'm not going this year end but hey, it's okay. I need some time out. I feel like I don't have any space for myself and that is surely killing me slowly on the inside.

I miss my gfs. Really, I do. We owe each other a date in Pyramid. Movie as well as ice-skating yeah ? HAHA. I ain't gonna skate people. I'd fall like a humpty dumpty. Kikiki. I also told my old gang that we should try the batting cage game at OU soon. We were supposed to go for it last 2 weeks actually. But I went to Vietnam and last Friday I went back to my parent's hometown. This weekend I'm off to Concorde. See how busy I am ? I'm sorry guys. I didn't mean to make "cerita gebang" okay ? It's just that, things popped up and I can't escape it. Sorry. Shiz man.

It really feels as though I'm sucked into a black hole. My cousin is getting married on the 26th. I'm happy for her, may your marriage last long Along. I'm moving in to Inti on the 30th. Talk about being busy and occupied again. Grrr.

I Wish That You Were Dead

2009-11-20T00:42:00.003+08:00

Right now, I'm wearing 3 layers of clothes and I still feel cold. I don't dare to take the panadol coz I'm such a chicken. HAHAH. I'm off to Vietnam tomorrow so let's pray that I can get through it w/o any hassle and all bcs of my temperature ;)

Need For Speed

2009-11-18T23:11:00.003+08:00

AWEEEEEEEESOOOOME !

SHIZNIT !

Eat with Me.

2009-11-17T11:00:00.003+08:00

Ever since I finished my CIE, my life was at full speed. I started working the next day and I still am working, right now. HE-HE-HE. It's really exhausting and at times I get a lil cranky and grumpy. Yes, I shall plead guilty for being such, Your Honor.

But hey, mind you. I am so committed with my job that I spent my last Saturday typing out office letters from morning till 3 am. Lucky for me, my niece was around and I enjoyed her company :D

Well, I gtg run. See yah !

2 Guys and 1 Girl.

2009-11-10T20:56:00.004+08:00

Went out for dinner at Summit last Monday with my 2 good friends,

Megat and Alep :D

Johnnys yaw. Hehe.

We stopped by at this burger stall in ss15, recommended by Megat. His cousin joined us for it btw. Long queues man !! The burger looks gooood but I couldn't fill my stomach anymore coz I ate a lot at Johnnys. Haha. Alep ate the huge burger though and I ate 1 piece of Meg's nugget :)

Don't Get Me Started

2009-11-09T10:51:00.007+08:00

First of all, I'm soooo happy that Negeri Sembilan won 3-1 in their match against Kelantan for the Msian Cup Final. HAHAHAHAHA. I don't watch Msian football but hey, I was supporting N9 all the way man on last Saturday. I never never never, ever wanted Kelantan to win. Biased much ?

And my prediction was right, K's fans were showing off their violent behaviour on that night. It's like a tradition. Whenever K loses, their fans would cause havoc. So when N9 won, the K's fans vented their frustration by letting off fireworks and smoke bombs. Some even set fire to the plastic seats at the stadium. Stupid huh ? So kampung-ish !

K were also fined RM90,000 by FAM in 2 separate incidents earlier this season. Haih. Some people are just reaaaaaally stupid and never repent from their mistakes. Thank god the FAM is going to take a stern action against K for their fans' unruly behaviour during last Saturday night.

Well, I've got some Kelantanese friends who are waaaaay open minded unlike those supporters. So, if you're reading this, don't get offended yeah ? It's just a comment for those people who don't use their brains well enough. Hehe :D

And hell to the yeah,
CHELSEA WON 1-0 AGAINST MANCHESTER UNITED !!!

I can't help this overjoyed feeling of mine !

Sha-sha-shabooyah ! GOOOOO CHELSEA !

Thank you to John Terry and also Frank Lampard !!

Handle With Care

2009-11-09T00:31:00.003+08:00

I really reaaaaaaaaaaaally want this :(

I went to MPH the other day and there was no stock at all.

I don't know, maybe it hasn't arrived in Malaysia yet ?

River deeeep.

2009-11-07T00:45:00.002+08:00

1 more thing, I've just made an account at twitter. Ch-ch-check it out :D

www.twitter.com/farahchuah

It's not easy handling 4 social websites though. I update my twit almost everyday but when it comes to story mory's session, I would still prefer blogspot :)

Stop Wars !

2009-11-07T00:19:00.007+08:00

Life can be so frustating at times *sigh*. I know I haven't blogged much and I'm sorry. Was too caught up in my busy life.

Well, I went for the International Conference & Exhibition of Criminalise Wars organized by Perdana Global Peace Organisation lead by Tun Dr Mahathir.
It was the proceedings of the KLWC Commision on last Friday and the hearing of the KLWC

Tribunals on Saturday.

It was really sad and emotional listening to the stories of the war crime victims on how they were detained and tortured by the US soldiers. Goddamnit. They're worst than animals !! How could the soldiers treat these innocent people and brutalized them without having mercy ? F* Bush and his adminstration.

I've upload an album of pictures at fb and all the details are there so feel free to check it out there yeah ? Coz I'm too lazy to type it here. HE-HE.

Ms Jamilah, 1 of the war crime victims conforming her statutory of declaration and sharing her experiences while being detained for almost a year.

Members of the KLWC Commisioners

2nd day :)

KLWC Tribunal Judges.

The handsome Tun Dr Mahathir :)

Pn Siti Hasmah

Mr Francis Boyle who holds 2 PhD from Harvard - He is one of the judges.

Ms Cynthia.
Former US presidential candidate and aaahh, she's so optimistic :)

Ms Louren Moret, a specialist in health issues.
She's just adorable and lovely :))

Okay, that's enough.

Drama King

2009-10-30T10:35:00.006+08:00

I hate Sir Alex Ferguson. Really, I do. I mean, almost all the time after a match where his team lost, he would make a statement and claim the referee was not fair to his players. Yellow cards, red cards, wasn't given the free kick, this that this that. Haih ! When they lost to Liverpool, I was screaming my lungs out. Ouh yeaaaaaaah baby ! Take that ! Muahahahaha. But still, the old man complaint that the ref was biased and bla bla bla. Yeada yeada yeada. When they won over Barnsley, he didn't complained anything pulak.

It's like, you can predict what's gonna happen if MU lost to another team. Alex and his complaints. Kalau dah kalah tu, buat cara macam dah kalah la. Tak payah nak complain sini sana. Tengok team lain sudaaah. Relax je kalau kalah. Takde nak blame refs ke apa. I mean, cmon man. Those refs are professional refs, please.

You Don't Deserve Anything

2009-10-24T18:51:00.007+08:00

I'm very very emotional with the issue that I'm going to bring up so don't mind all the vulgarities that might appear as you read this post.

Rape, Sexual Abuse & Torturing Small Children

Right, so I read the newspaper and there's this particular case where a Sudanese man, who was a student in a private college here who had raped, tortured and killed his gf's daughter who's only 3 y/o. His gf - the deceased's mom is also stupid. Yes, she is. How could you allow your small kid to live with someone u just barely knew for a month plus ? Why ? Because you had sex with him and loves the pleasure of it and gave your whole trust to him ? Silly woman ! To add things up, he quit college and she supported him with money and all. BAHHHHH. How can a person become such an idiot ?

I saw the picture of that poor dead girl. My godness. She's got bruises everywhere and the report found out that the mother had also tortured her ! Both of the 2 idiotic morons tortured the innocent girl. Why oh why ? Lady, if you don't know how to take care a child, DON'T GIVE BIRTH PLEASE. Better yet, don't have sex okay ? If you're so desperate for it, go work as a prostitute and have safe sex. Atleast, an innocent live won't be in danger. And if you were to be contacted with HIV - Aids, god damn it. I'd be happy like the sun ready to shine babeyh !

Then another case was where a girl who's 11 y/o and her brother is 9 y/o. Father re-married with a new woman and here's the story. The girl has been raped in a car for so many times by a man who lives in the neighbourhood for almost 4 years already. And what's worst ? The bloody man gave that girl RM5-RM10 just to keep her mouth shut and the stepmum would take the money from her. Her brother on the other hand, got beaten by wood sticks by his stepmum and one day when he couldn't take it, he cried before leaving to school and thankfully there's this lady who lodged the police report.

Ahhhh, I really can't stand this kind of thing. Who the hell do you think you are ? Are you that great to be hurting small kids who haven't even taste the big big world yet ? Bloody hell I tell you. I can't stand these kind of criminals. F you. You all deserve to be tortured slowly by slowly, bleed here and there, feel the pain of being tortured and that you have no power to fight coz there is no one to care for you before you are hanged to death. Perhaps the electric chair would make you suffer even more before you die. You deserve those kind of punishments. NO MERCY should be given to yoooooooou ! I swear to God, if I ever meet these kind of people, I'd spit at them and torture them as much as I can.

I know that makes me sound, well just like them. Someone who tortures the weaker lives. But I think, they deserve what they deserve for acting so cruel. "An eye is for an eye, a bull for a bull". So if you kill an innocent live, well, you should be killed too ! Even if I'm bounded by the black letters of law and can't harm you in any ways coz I'd probably be in jail for it and my practice license would be cancelled, I believe, GOD will punish you and hell awaits people of your kind.

Think about it, just how many cases have been reported so far ? Perhaps, millions in the world. But what about those unreported cases ? I'm sure there are alot and those innocent kids are being tortured every single day. Gahhhhh. I really can't take it anymore. I despise these inhuman people and I wish the law would be stronger and more solid to take these women and men down !

Thank you.

Don't Do This To Me

2009-10-24T15:52:00.002+08:00

My ipod is corrupted it seems. It's jammed, I can't update it or whatsoever. None of the buttons work and I'm biting on my teeth so bad that it hurts :'(

I need some miracles to happen. Please help me.

Remember Us

2009-10-22T23:29:00.009+08:00

Wallah ! I've decided to upload some photos just to share what I did recently.
:)

Alya the niece & Yoyie the neighbour :)

They came to my place and awwww, just look at them.

How adoooooooorable !

Alya again. This time ; Uncle Pouzi's place for makan makan.

Jodin's open house, Putra Heights.
It was reaaaaally good to meet up with the "old gang".
Friends for almost 10 years already and hopefully my prediction becomes true !
:)

Menara Sultan Abdul Samad.
I wanted to have my own picture there simply because foreigners have theirs but I don't !

Aquaria, Klcc.
The background is fake and I think it's pretty obvious.
Nevertheless, some got fooled by it. GAHAHAHAHA !

My grandma yawwwww !

She was pointing to a big shark, I think.

Twister at home !
I've got more photos of we-are-not-in-a-very-decent-position but I decided not to upload em. Heh.

Nadrah's farewell.

Off to Ainsyam's Uni for 6 years !

We'll miss you so study hard babe !

So that's it.

A simplified version of whats, whos, wheres and whens that took place in my life lately.

xoxo.

I could fly away right now

2009-10-22T12:08:00.004+08:00

I know about down and out
I know about when it gets tough
Losing the fight, you see the light,
And you just want to give up
I know about being depressed
About leaving someone you love
I also know about standing up
And saying enough is enough
I've got a different approach
To dealin' with emotion
Keeping control of my boat
While drifting on this ocean
Keeping my head to the sky
Keeping tears outta my eyes
Unless happiness be the reason
That I decide to cry

And lifes too short to dwell on all that's wrong
Stand up now
Stand up now, and I promise not before long

You'll be feeling better today

Much better today

So much better

Better Today by Ne-yo :)

More Than Life

2009-10-22T11:58:00.002+08:00

You think maybe that I'm just so easy

You can come in and out my life like you please

But baby no uh-oh

Don't you know it takes more

To keep a girl like me

No more waiting for you to change

Don't you know that you bringing flowers

Won't stop the rain baby no, no uh-oh

Don't you know it takes more

You're the only one not worth waiting for

It takes more by Jordin Sparks

My brains

2009-10-20T22:35:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling exhausted. My brains are yelling at me by saying "go to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep". I haven't covered the topic remedies yet. Oh great. Who knew contract law would be that bulky too ? Well, I'm off to bed i think. I'll wake up at 4 later on. ok chao. adios.

This is it !

2009-10-12T09:43:00.001+08:00

MY CIE STARTS TODAY

MY LAST PAPER WOULD BE ON THE 10TH OF NOV.

OK BYE.

Tensed up.

2009-10-06T17:57:00.002+08:00

Told my mum about my grades and I can tell she wasn't satisfied with it. She said, I might not notice this but to what she has seen and is seeing currently, I haven't been reading much nor have I studied hard. Blerghhh. I passed all my papers, thankfully but it's still not enough. I have and I mean, I have to get and A for my subjects.

I screwed my SPM like shiznit so I should be working my ass off for A levels and the law degree later on. I just dont understand it. It's like fish man. Fish. Just fish. No matter how hard I study, it's still never enough. Maybe because I'm lazy. No ? I don't knowwww. She said she's worried about me and I should be worried for myself too. I mean .. duh .. Of course I'm scared the shiznit out of me. Ahhh pig wey.

I feel so tensed up. I wanna cry. I feel so useless. I'm doing pre-law and I'm gonna do my law degree next year and yet, I haven't been scoring that A. Come to think about it, I'm doing law, the dream of my life so I should be getting high grades but I'm not there yet. I feel like a stupid fool.

HELP ME. CIE STARTS ON THE 12TH. THAT'S LIKE, 6 DAYS TO GO

O.O

Beat that

2009-10-05T22:32:00.002+08:00

And ohhhh yeah man. Chelsea won 2-0 against Liverpool yaww !

Dead meat !

2009-10-05T21:15:00.004+08:00

For a start, I have completed my AS & A2 Levels course that was all cramped up in 9 months - standard period is 18 months. I'm on a 1 week study break which means I don't have to attend any tutorials or revision classes anymore. Howwwwever, I still go to college for some discussion with my lecturer regarding Tort Law. Well, the horror begins next week. Ooooooh man. I'll be sitting for the CIE - Cambridge International Examination :S

Truth is, I'm not so sure if I'm prepared for it and that's bad because if I fail my papers, I won't be able to embark on the law degree programme as the requirement that needs to be fulfilled to enroll yourself into the degree programme is by completing and passing your AS & A2 Levels of the GCE - General Certificate of Education.

*let out a big sigh*. Hmm, anyway I went to Inti University College, Nilai just now and gee, that place is huge. Maybe it's because Kdu is so small compared to other universities and the Inti-UC is like, 82 acres. Sounds so jakun ha ? Sorry la. I have no experience studying in a big big compound like university before. Eeee, macam kampung. HAHAHA. Just kidding. I've decided to study there next year for my degree before transferring to UK.

I had a campus tour and some consultation with the officer there. I like the place. There's 16 halls of residence, a huge multi purpose hall, an Olympic size swimming pool, 4 basketball courts, 2 squash courts, 4 cafes, a saloon, a Ricoh centre, a fitness centre and etc etc - facilities that I don't get in Kdu. But my feelings were all mixed up. I didn't quite like the students there and I wasn't like looooving the place so much but I like it. Get it ? I'm not being arrogant or neither am I being snobbish but by the looks on how the students dressed there, I must admit, Kdu students are more stylish. No kidding. I mean, let's not be materialistic but Kdu-vers dressed up in a better way I'd say.

Only 10% of the students there are Malays so you can imagine how many Chinese students I bumped into just now. Plus, Kdu is more like an international college because we have so so soooo many international students. You feel more of a mix culture vibe rather than in Inti. Almost everyone there is Chinese, in Inti I mean. I'm a Chinese too but hey, I would prefer to have all sorts of races studying in Inti. The saying of "majority of Inti students are Chinese" is definitely true and there's no doubt on that. And andd, the moot court in Kdu is so much more alike with the normal regular courts that are around than the moot court in Inti.

I guess you can't have everything huh ? There are pros and cons of studying in Inti but I'm just gonna have to deal with it. Like it or not. The major reasons why I'm choosing Inti is because ;

1st - Its a University College so I get to experience studying in a U. If I were to study in Kdu, I would only be able to enjoy the life of studying in a U when I transfer to UK. Sad, isn't it ? Coz I'm only going to be in the UK for a year.

2nd - I have more options to which Uni I would want to transfer to. That's really important coz it's my future we're talking about.

I guess that's just it. I'm going to miss my gfs for sure :'( Shiznit man. I'm in a sticky situation. Grrrrrr.

Goodbye ..

2009-10-01T22:29:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, on the 30th Sept 09, my beloved cousin left to Tanta University to study medicine for 6 years. I know there's skype, facebook and email where we can still keep in touch but it's totally different. Flashing back the memories we had together those were the days when we were kids with thy other cousins made me felt overwhelmed and I was controlling myself from not crying.

I hope you'll take good care of yourself in Tanta and I hope to see you when you get back here during your holidays. May Allah be with you all the time and may your wish of becoming a doctor turns to reality.

Lotsa love, Farah :)

Love & Hate

2009-10-01T00:03:00.003+08:00

It’s not a question of love and hate
You made our life together so desolate
Well I’ll just call this my resurrection
My savior from self destruction

Cuz’ after all the pain ya’ put me through
I can’t stand to see the sight of you
And you won’t drown me in your misery
You’ll have to find someone else
To be your company
:)

After All by Saving Abel

Birthdays

2009-09-30T22:23:00.006+08:00

I've just finished scanning my laptop so it's working alot faster now. Yipppppppppy :) And yes, I'd better blog few stuffs tonight or I'll have so much to write next time.

So first off ; Mama Uju's Bday on 24th Sept 09
We went to Atria during our 2 hours break and ate at Kfc.

The girls ..

The birthday girl :)

The only way to get all of us in.

Tempted ? :p

Back in college and I was wearing a shirt that says ..
"I ALWAYS MEET MR WRONG"

Second ; My very own mini bday surprise

My 3 gfs surprised me with a cake on the 12th of August, a day after I got back from Sabah. Coszila was not around though :S but anywayyy, I was very very very touched by their thoughts and I was speechless. I think there was a point where I almost burst into tears. HEHE.

It was sweating. LOL.

Raya Raya Raya

2009-09-25T23:29:00.019+08:00

Aidilfitri 2009 :)

Kampung Kepayang, a kampung where everyone is blood - related. No kidding ;) We do house-hopping every year during Raya. It's fun simply because everyone's house is only few steps away from one another and we get to meet well.. almost everyone :D

I almost gave up in uploading all the pictures just now :( So much of adjusting needed to be done and crap. Bahh. Until then, enjoy the pictures. For more, check out the album in my facebook aight.

Back to the usual.

2009-09-23T00:08:00.005+08:00

Raya was good. Ate a lot so all the effort of losing weight during the fasting month went kaboosh down the drain :P Lemang, ketupat, rendang, nasi impit, kuah kacang and kuih rayas, gahh I couldn't help myself but to endulge in the amazing local food. The photos are already in my laptop but I'll upload em next time yeah ;)

Just got back from Klcc with thy family ;) Went there for dinner and watched G-Force 3D. I enjoy watching cartoons so I might sound abit biased on this - simply because the storyline was pretty normal but hey I like the movie. Hehehe. And oh btw, I think I'm starting to get addicted to Ben-10 :S

Anyway, it's back to college life. In about 7 hours and 43 mins, I shall have my revision classes as usual so I'm off to bed.

Toodles ! :D

Aidilfitri :)

2009-09-19T01:45:00.005+08:00

Someone just killed my mood of blogging. Bahhhh. I hate it so much. Now it's gone gone gone anddd gone. Nvm then. Pictures will do. I'm so sorry.

To all Muslims,

People of regardless skin colour, beliefs, culture and etc ;

Forgive me for all the wrongdoings that I'd done towards you.

Know that I did not do it on purpose so don't take it personally ;)

xoxo.

p/s : will be out of town for 3 days.

I gotta feeling

2009-09-18T17:14:00.005+08:00

Ahhhhh, 3 weeks of mock exam is finally over. Here comes Aidilfitri. I haven't activate my Raya mood yet though. Soon, I will :D Btw, saw this vid at my friend's blog and it's pretty awesome. Chh-chh-check it out ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RIh7vxdVhE4
Black Eyed Peas performing I Gotta Feeling at Oprah's Party

Mirror Mirror On The Walls

2009-09-17T20:28:00.008+08:00

This happens when you study in a class filled with mirrors. Everywhere you turn, it's just mirrors, mirrors and mirrors .. reflections, reflections and reflections. HAHA :)

Eid's holiday starts tomorrow and most schools and unis and colleges are already closed. Too bad for us, we have a 3 hours paper in the morning that starts at 7.45 and later, classes from noon till 5pm. Aahhh, what a life -.-'

Under The Fire

2009-09-16T21:22:00.005+08:00

I'd like to see your coolness under thy fire. I think it'll be interesting (:
And aaaarrgggghh, my laptop is going nuts. It's really testing my patience. Grrr.

I did very very bad for my Contract Law. If Contract is already thaaaat bad, what about Tort Law ? *farah cries desperately for help*

I ain't ready for it yaw.

2009-09-14T23:31:00.002+08:00

I bet everyone's studying their bum off for tomorrow's Bs' paper 2, especially Li Yin. Well, I'm taking a 5 mins break in which, I think my time is up. LOL. Bye.

Oh NO !

2009-09-14T10:57:00.004+08:00

I regretted going to the saloon on last Friday. Blergh. All I wanted for was a hair trim but he added it up by cutting my hair a lot shorter. Yes, as you can see, it takes my hair ages to grow long ! And Raya is this weekend. Kudos to me !

Feelings.

2009-09-13T23:37:00.012+08:00

To you, people like me come and go easily. So that is why you think it is okay to just chuck me aside when you no longer need me. You claim that honesty is your best policy, pfft. Yeah right man. It's pure shiznit. You say that you're different from the others, well, you're just like those ordinary typical rich brats to me. You selfish idiotic moron.

Next drama ; it came to my realization that I've been ditched by stupid jerks, friends and even by my best friends a few times already. Sometimes, relatives too. Why ah ? Is it because I'm not cool or is it because they think I can be treated like rubbish ? You bloody heartless people. But heyyy, I'm a little soft on my relatives because for the incidents that had taken into place, it wasn't that that bad so chillex sikit eh. I think I'm also soft on my best friends, hehe. Yeah, of course I'll get pissed at first but I'll cool down after that. I mean, they prolly did it for a reasonable reason so I'd forgive them. After all, they are my best friends, right ? :P

Karma exists, believe me.

What goes around comes around so wait for your turn.

One day, it'll strike you back and then it's like, your sorry is 3 years too late.

I haven't been this sarcastic or rude or whatever in any of my posts before. I think I'm just getting sick of it and the volcano inside me has errupted so I just had to let it out. No names are mentioned above which means I'm still a polite person for not defaming anyone's ass. So what if I'm being cranky ? You should know that once you're close to me, I care a lot about almost everyone. It doesn't matter how you take this post, it doesn't matter how sad I am, it doesn't matter how cranky I am for I DO NOT owe you any duty of care to not be cranky towards you ? Get it ?

I bottle things up because it is my erh, bad habit perhaps but once the bottle pops, oo man, it's pretty nasty.

What else can I do ?

2009-09-12T11:38:00.003+08:00

So here's what happened. I sat for all the 4 papers for law.

Law 1 ; English Legal System - 3 essays, I messed up my Equity's essay.

Law 2 ; English Legal System - Case study, I messed up the question on the procedure before the case is taken for trial.

Law 3 ; Law of Contract - 3 essays, I messed up my Consideration's essay. Insted of focusing on the particular case, I went on writing the whole-long-winded-grandma-story of consideration. Great.

Law 4 ; Law of Torts - 3 essays, I messed up my Trespass to Land's essay. I only answered 1/4 of it ? and I don't even know if there are enough facts in that 2 paragraphs that I did :S

Seems that I MESSED UP 1 ESSAY in each paper that we did. A pattern, perhaps ? Haih. I'm dissapointed with myself and I'm sure my lecturers are dissapointed too. How am I supposed to face them next week ? Especially, Mr Bala. He's always nice to us and all and that's the kind of results that we are giving him ? Well, maybe not my other friends. I'm sure they did better than me in torts. Hrmm.

A slap in the face

2009-09-10T20:41:00.004+08:00

Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin

It might start now.. Yeahh

Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud

Until then

Come home Come home

Cause I’ve been waiting for you

For so long For so long

Come home by One Republic.

So Bs Paper 1 down, Law Paper 1 down. Tomorrow, its Law Paper 2 and Law Paper 4. Paper 4 Paper 4 Paper 4. TORTS TORTS TORTS ! I should be panicking now for I haven't done much in torts. Actually, I haven't even started yet. Just went through the answer plans that I have and that's it. Blergh. I shall study Occupier Liability's, Negligence, Tresspass, Vicarious Liability. Remedies & Damages too perhaps. What else ? Employer's liability. Ahh CRAP MAN.

HELP ANYONE ? (:

Addicted to em.

2009-09-08T00:42:00.003+08:00

I don't have much time to blog or should I say, I'm busy and lazy ? HA-HA.
Nevertheless, I'm also addicted to these 2 songs at the moment (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdvPLtkSeHY

Mess I Made by The Parachute.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_ZPvDNMcL0

Come home by One Republic ft Sara Bareilles

just incase if you're wondering, there ain't any official v/clip for these songs yet.

I'm superduper kind because I've actually updated my music playlist so if you're just plain too lazy to check out the web, the songs are available at my playlist. Enjoy ! (:

Love Love Love

2009-09-08T00:29:00.005+08:00

You might know this song, but hey, that won't stop me. I loooove this song (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTTxqBo1b5g&NR=1

She is love by The Parachute.

Will Anderson (vocals, guitar, keyboard)

Johnny Stubblefield (drums)

Alex Hargrave (bass)

Kit French (saxophone, keyboard, vocals)

Nate McFarland (guitar, vocals)

p/s: Will reminds me of someone :S

Onigiris

2009-09-02T23:43:00.009+08:00

I'm gonna kill myself if I delay this post any longer. Haha. Been wanting to share this with you guys since Ramadhan started. Pfft. Anyway, the story is, I had 2 onigiris for my sahur [breakfast] on the very first day of the fasting month ! Yeszaaaaa :DD . I ate this alot while I was in Japan and I'm overjoyed that Jusco finally sells it ! Woooooot !

Onigiri with tuna and mayo.

Trust me, it looks pretty easy to remove the plastic before you eat it

but it's not as easy as you think to open it up,

that is if, if you're slow like me. AHA-HA-HA.

and yes, it's superdeliciously tasty !!

It's You and Me

2009-09-02T11:39:00.003+08:00

Wednesday, 2nd Sept ;

Contract Law's test from 9.00 - 10.30am

Done. It's over.

My fingers are red and they're still aching,

due to the pressure of writing too much.

3 essays on law in an hour and 30 mins,

it's crazy let me tell you that.

Currently sitting in Lexington room,

where it's half the size of a normal classroom,

where the aircond is 2 horse power,

and it's blowing so hard that I'm freezing,

I wonder how my friends at the back are coping with it.

Next is double lessons for Business Studies,

I need to pee before I enter the class.

OK BYE.

CHEERS :D

Busy Busy Busy

2009-09-01T21:23:00.003+08:00

Hi, it's already Semester 3. Yeaaahp. That's right.

We have our mock exam that starts this week

and it'll last till the 3rd week of Sept.

Sweet, I bet-cha.
Wont be online-ing much for the meantime I guess.

Toodles people !

It's M-E-R-D-E-K-A babyyy !

2009-08-31T12:20:00.004+08:00

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY MALAYSIA !!!

or should I say ..

SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA MALAYSIA !!!

Though the politic world in Msia is not so stable, I'm

still proud to be a Malaysian.

Though I have the thoughts of migrating somewhere else once

I've completed my 6 years of law's course,

my heart still belongs in Malaysia.

Though I love Japanese food to the shiznit,

I still think Malaysian's food is the best.

Though the culture in Japan amazed me

and the Europe's culture that is pretty much laid back,

I absolutely love the culture in Malaysia because of it's diversity.

Though there are so many types of people such as

successful men/women or academist, or fashionista or sports person and etc

all over the world who we can look up to,

there are Malaysians who we, can look up to as well.

Okay, so the list goes on .. But my time is running out so I shall end it there. Lol.

I love you Malaysia !

xoxo.

There's no ending to it

2009-08-30T01:07:00.003+08:00

I'm sick and tired to always be the one who has to apologize and take the guilt trip when things go bad though it really isn't my fault. *scratches the head*. Why me ? Why me ? Whyyyyyyyy me ? What did I do ?

Arggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

Loving It

2009-08-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

I like this song ;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jt07gzG4rfs

Smile by Uncle Kracker.